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Betsy. sixteen. august27. single. united states. junior. volleyball & track. likes some classical music. techno music. any music with a beat. some guy =). webdesigning. reading. water. hates spiders. blinding lights. mosquitos. pepperoni. olives. is jumpy. self-conscious. paranoid. careful. at times, carefree. super lazy.

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feb. 07 ; chinese new year
feb. 07 ; spring sports meeting
feb. 14 ; valentines day
feb. 25 ; track tryouts
feb. 29 ; OMGOSH. LEAP DAY
feb. 29 ; sports packet due.

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Made it with jasc paint shop pro. had a total of 4 layers. remake of one I before but shrunk. Images from Getty Images. replacement of valentines day layout. ran a little late into uploading.

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Bonjour. Bienvenue! Okay, okay. This isn't really a french site but it is my personal blog, Confessions. This blog is about a girl named Betsy, who writes her personal thoughts about her life.Read it if you may but please, no emails about how BORING it is.

har har har. valentines. i laugh!



February 13, 2008
Hmm. Its valentine's day tomorrow. I laugh at this day. The way I celebrate this day is really funny. I like this day, trust me, even if there's nobody for me, its the best thing to keep your hopes up and check out all the could've beens and the could be's. You never know. I keep hope, no matter what. Like even now, last year and years to come, I will probably keep this up. I kind of hate myself for it. Its really funny. Let's review.

I met someone new. Although he is a grade younger, he's 22 days older than me, which is weird. He's in the 10th grade yet he's older. I must say, he has a pretty nice body, nice, defined shoulders and arms. Its nice to look at. Me and my friend agreed that he's pretty attractive which practically means, me and her will date him if he was in our grade. My friend, Claire, is now stuck between two guys and needs help so if there's any advice out there, I don't mind sharing it with her. I have so many could've beens and could be's right now. The guy that bullies me that I met in math class (no idea what I'm talking about? Look at lower post), is now ignoring me. Kinda... I guess. I thought he was a could be, but now he's a could've been. That's how I categorize guys. There's also another could be but there's a whole story behind this guy and yeahh. Maybe later, he'll be a could be. Thats practically it for guys right now.

A month from now, there's a special event... JUNIOR PROM. Big deal for most. Let's just say I already have a date but I don't feel compelled to go even if I have a date. The guy that wants to ask me has these little characteristics that bother me. Thats why I don't want to go to Junior Prom. Too much strees. I hate dressing up too. But I love dances. Most people are going and I'm not sure if I should I think I'll probably fall into peer pressure. =)

I love the movie Curious George. When George is in the hat and wants to play Peek-a-boo, I think it was the cutest thing ever. LOL. I love the music. If you are a JACK JOHNSON fan, music is awesome. My favorite is Talk of the Town. It has the song in the movie, where George is a giant hologram. I think everybody that loves children movies should watch it. It's also really funny. Will Farrell is the voice of the guy in the yellow suit and Drew Barrymore is the lady that likes the guy in the yellow suit. The funny thing about voice-overs is that sometimes it sounds like Will Farrell but sometimes it sounds like a totally different person.

I pinky swear a new layout will be here. SOON. I just haven't had time. Too many life stuff to do. Its not the homework, that load has gone down. I just have to do things outside of school, like new bus passes, get books and clothes. My mom does not drive me around anywhere so I'm stuck taking the bus and it takes a while to come. Images are ready, just need to put it on the actual layout. LOL.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY <3.

second semester. here I come!



January 31, 2008
I'm getting sick of this layout. Aren't you? UGH. I'm starting to really hate it. Good news is that I have already started on my new one. Not like 50% yet, but like 5%. Sorry. Finals came up and I had to study. My next layout will be featuring Nausicaa. I haven't had a layout featuring Miyazaki's films so I figured why not do the first movie he ever did? I think I'll go on to Totoro or other movies as the year is progressing. Sorry, I haven't been on.

I will not be on that much nowadays because I'm freaked with the thought of not getting into a university or a college. So I'm trying to work really hard on my AP ( Advanced Placement ) classes. So far, AP Lit is like killing me. I can't write essays. You should read them, they suck. The only one that I got good on was the take-home essay. Probably because I had an infinite amount of time. In Lit right now, I'm reading Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky. LONG LONG book. Around 500 pages. I have to read 90 in 2 weeks, Plenty of time. =) My other AP class is AP Bio. I heard it was the hardest AP classes offered and trust me, it is... I'm not getting so good in that class. Its not the material, its the work. You have to do like so many assignments or a lab write up and its due tomorrow considering you also have another 5 classes to worry about. EEEK! My other classes are okay. They're all highschool stuff. Next year will be my challenge. I'm deciding whether I want to do 5 or 4 or 3 AP classes. I"M CRAZY!

Track season is coming up. Scholarships are almost due. Homework is being a pain. OH! My mom is making me work every other day from 3:00 pm until 10 pm. So I get home at 10:30 pm and I have to wake up at 7, so where's all that time to do my homework and get enough sleep? Anyways, my mom is worried about me but she's the one making me work. I don't get this family. If she wants me to work like an adult, I am getting all the benefits of an adult. Thats about the only way I can get my homework done is to sleep around 2 or 3 am because I have no other time. Thats about all the problems I have with my family.

Hmm. How about my love life? I don't want a boyfriend although there were many guys who came close. There's still this one guy who keeps staring at me and its like the weirdest thing. I don't like him but he like stares at me wherever I'm near him or something. Its weird. There's another guy who I thought we had chemistry but we found out that we didn't. There's also this other guy, who's in my english class and I met him in my math class. It was pretty cool. We hate each other, not really but yeahh, we bully each other. Although I can't bully him because he's like HUGE and I'm like TINY compared to him. He's really fun to talk to so I'll keep you updated on him. =)

Long entry but I haven't updated in so long. My sister has gotten obsessed with *Nsync again and she has persuaded me to get some of their songs again. I have to admit, I still love their singing. We bought a book called Out of Sync by Lance Bass, one of the members. You find out how they got cheated and whooo *ahem* broke them apart. You should find out the real truth because I don't believe that they gave an official goodbye to their fans.

LOVE, <3
Betsy





































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